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I am disappointed in quite a few people lately. I don't even know how to express my disabled understanding of some people's thought processes and actions.
First off.... Why can't people just be honest? Straight-forward and just plain honest. Even if it is a lame excuse as "I just didn't want to hurt your feelings..." or "I didn't think it was so bad.." or SOMETHING. It's all lame.
Just be honest and true to the people around you-- most importantly, to yourself.

I have about one million things on my mind lately...and I am unable to go through them all. So many choices I have to make...and no one to sit down with me to talk about it with-- get opinions... Or just.. hang-out. Relate. To be a friend with.
I am lacking in the friend department. Not only because lately-- it's hard for me to be social... but when I do TRY to be... I don't get much of a reaction.

I've been stressing so much lately that I'm actually getting OCD reactions. I need to do something out of town-- see some new people. Something.

My thinker is just going too fast...I don't even know what to say anymore.
My baby is asleep... seeing as it takes me forever to fall asleep and STAY asleep at night now... I'm going to go take a nap (try to). Good day.