..Thoughts*

I have been OVERWHELMED with information lately. I feel my skin getting thinner and thinner and I just don't know what to do really.

First, I want to change my major.....Big thing in itself.

I've been thinking about living better-- food, cleaning, etc...
I DON'T want my family or myself to consume Bio engineered food (and I am SHOCKED on how much that is).
We've been label checking ALL THE TIME now. Cutting out High Fructose Corn Syrup...additives...bio engineered (most products that want to assure you that they DON'T use bio engineered food will put that on their labels)., CRAP basically...

I DON'T want my sons getting "vaccinated" anymore. I've learned that vaccines contain "minute traces" of MERCURY in them but about 10-50 OR EVEN MORE times of mercury that causes many different diseases, leads to Alzheimer's... and there IS PROOF I found online that it can lead to Autism. There are 1 out of 160 I think it is that get autism!?
I feel just horrible following the crowd just because vaccines are "required" to go to school.
Even though I've been thinking about homeschooling my children... I still need daycare so I can finish my own education.
I've discovered the possibility of Exempting Vaccines forms..I want to learn more about that for sure.
I've also learned..if you tell a doctor you don't want vaccines.... NEVER SIGN ANY FORMS! VERY important and will put you in a legal bind..Consult a lawyer before signing any forms you do not understand or even...don't wish to sign and they tell you you have to.

And I love the idea about just using vinegar, lemon juice, and pure castile soap to clean my counters and my house. I love the idea of using baking soda and/or lemon juice to "bleach" my clothes....Or just using lemon juice and salt to scrub coffee stains, rust/lime stains, soap scummish stuff....everything.
I have cleaning products that I don't want to use anymore. What do I do with that?

And I've been using cloth diapers for a long while now and I just love them. They are perfect for my almost four-month-old and my two-and-half-year-old. I don't want to add to the diaper waste. The diapers that were put on my mom and probably my grandma are STILL in the earth. They aren't going anywhere. They are there to stay for almost 100 years...and the plastics and chemicals in those diapers....those are there FOREVER.

My eyes are finally opening... and I do not like what I see. The place we live in (the USA)...it makes me sick. Everyone (the gov't, pharmaceutical companies, ETC.) is just out to make money-- what about our health??
My friend is right-- most do scoff and laugh at "organic". I know my dad tells me ALL the time that I am "too green". And I haven't even gotten started yet.